Sunday, October 14, 2012

Jealousy and the Man

I seem to lead a life far less ordinary than that of most other girls.  Or at least that is how it seems to me...  I have been having issues with one of my roommates Pierre.  Yes, I broke the cardinal rule of roommates, I slept with Pierre 3 times.  Since then, he began to tell me of his perfect girl and how i didn't fit the desirable range he was seeking, and so I did what any normal girl would do, and showed him just how desirable i could really be.
I began having dates, always with a man either as hot as Pierre, or slightly better looking than him...  working the envious card and milking it for its worth.

For awhile it seemed to be working just fine, but after three or four dates, Pierre began to become bitter towards me.  Call it neglect or jealousy, either way it wasn't working out in either of our favours.
Lately Pierre has begun getting violent with me, and down-right mean.  Not just with the vulgar things that he is saying to me, but also with his actions... and today he got physical.  moral of the story...  Never work with jealousy, or else it may just end up that you are the one who will end up wounded...  I have a black eye to prove that a man with jealousy issues can be pushed too far...  so tread lightly ladies...  sometimes it may be better to simply just let go, and not to attempt at fooling with a man's temper.  Do i just walk away?  or do I tear apart his life piece by piece?  The old me would seek his destruction, but the new me, accepts that it is what it is, and I decide to simply move on...

am i right to do so?  maybe and maybe not, but, life is a journey...  And I choose to live mine with the lesser amount of drama possible :)
Love & Kisses to all my readers ;)

xo

Katerena P.

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